Oh my goodness gracious....
....
I thought.....
arghh...

Let's guess... how much longer will there finally be a person apart from me coming?
I say...er... actually, it's really hard to guess. It could be infinity...
Desperately trying to make myself stay happy. Yeah, I know it's bad to stay sad, not healthy ar mar ( I forgot who said that, never mind). So that's why... I'm trying to be happy... haaaahaaaaa...(that's crazy..., not happy)...sollie ar har.

Although I'm no big fan of Liverpool F.C., I really like their song, "You'll Never Walk Alone". This song was for the people who died in an accident while watching a match, and the words are really meaningful and touching. I agree, walking on a path with hardships all along isn't the most difficult thing, walking knowing there's no one behind you is the worst. I always believed, support can always override the most difficult and hard situations. So, I guess... yah, that's really important to me. Of course, not everyone's concepts are the same. Destiny? I believe in that. I thought it's come... well.. maybe not yet...

Another dust-covered board.
I guess people don't even bother to cancel things. They just leave them alone. Aii...
But... the moltivation isn't there maybe. Right?
I'm going to take another risk and write something here that I don't even write in my own blog.
Suddenly, I feel so alone. This has never happened before, because I always felt support behind me. But now, suddenly, I feel myself falling down, with nothing under me at all. Whenever I think about this, I just go down to the pits. Before, no matter how situations got worse, there were still some people. Now, they all disappear at once....
Not even the one I'd thought was the strongest support all along. It never occured to me that person's support will slip away. I thought it would always be there. Maybe it's still there, but... I don't know. I'm so confused. I'm not sure if I can still stand all this.

Just tell me. Anything.
If you want to get out your life, fine. Just tell me, please, so that I don't have to be sad about it anymore.
Tell me...